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by Amitav Ghosh
The year I joined College, in 1973, the word
among us freshers was that the most terrifying ragger in College
lived in Rudra Court, in L9. Terrifying because he wasn't the usual
kind of bullying, bellowing senior.
No, he was to them as the panther
is to the elephant, the scimitar to the war club, the rapier to the
broadsword. He was bearded, they said, and soft-spoken, so stealthy
that you never sensed his presence until he had you square in his
sights. No one could actually remember being ragged by him, but
everyone knew someone who knew someone.....
In those days, ragging was a
serious business: there were nights when we slept in drainpipes
around Pandara Park rather than go back to College to face our
seniors. It was an atmosphere in which legends battened and grew.
As it happened I succeeded eluding
the legend of L9 for a couple of weeks. And then my luck ran out. I
was 'nabbed while attempting to abscond' as the Indian Express used
to say.
"What are your interests fachchey?" growled the legend of L9.
I decided to take a chance: once, while slinking past his door, I
had heard a record playing inside.
"I like classical music sir," I stuttered.
"You do, do you?" he said. "Follow me."
I was led inexorably into L9; an
ancient gramophone was turned on, a record was picked carefully out
of a sleeve and placed on the turntable. "Okay miserable fachchey",
he said. "Tell me what this is."
With the first bars I breathed a
sigh of relief. "Emperor Concerto sir", I said. "Beethoven".
He paused and then, without giving
anything away, he took the record off the turntable and replaced it
with another.
I knew this one too; Pastorale,
3rd movement. Another followed; I got it wrong. But I guessed right
again with the fourth.
The legend stuck out his hand,
"I'm Rukun Advani", he said. "Let's go to Maurice Nagar and have a
cup of tea."
Chaiwallas lined the Maurice Nagar
bus stop at that time. Some even provided benches. Rukun and I sat
talking for hours, while the buses roared past. After that our walks
to Maurice Nagar become a night time ritual; something to look
forward to through the day. They continued for years (Rukun stayed
on in Rudra North for his MA).
As I remember them, the two
staples of our conversations were literature and music. My memory is
possibly inaccurate in this regard. No matter: in my mind Maurice
Nagar will always figure as my own, private Montparnasse.
This friendship, launched so
fortuitously in Rudra North, was renewed over and over again in the
next few years: in Cambridge, London, Europe, Delhi. Twenty-three
years later, Rukun remains one of my closest and most valued
friends.
In my second year I lived through
this in reverse time, as it were. I was now in L9, having inherited
it from Rukun, who'd moved upstairs. One afternoon, walking back to
my room, I found a fresher standing on the Rudra Court steps
looking, as freshers so often do, like a space alien waiting to be
beamed up to his craft.
"Fachchey", I yelled, "What are
you doing standing there like that?"
"I'm looking for the Shakespeare
Society sir", he said.
"You mean Shake Soc."
"Yes sir", he said, "Shake Soc
sir."
"Follow me fachchey", I said. I
led him to L9 and made him read out passages from King Lear.
"What's your name fachchey?"
"Mukul Kesavan sir", he said.
We became fast friends and have
remained so ever since. Mukul was a day scholar so he couldn't come
to Maurice Nagar often. But he did when
he could.
Where is this leading?
Did these friendships have
anything to do with my writing? I don't see how it could be
otherwise. Rukun was my first critic; it was because of him that the
first piece I ever published saw the light of day. It was he who
launched me on what I think of as my Literary Career by finding me a
job at the Indian Express. But I couldn't have taken the job if
Mukul and his family hadn't given me a room to live in.
As far as I am concerned those
conversation at Maurice Nagar have never ceased, on or off the page.
I find it hugely reassuring that we are all writers now. It is an
inescapable fact that all around the world, literary movements have
always been sustained by such friendships, by these lifelong
conversations, by the kinds of instinctive, almost atavistic loyalty
and gratitude that I feel towards Rukun and Mukul (and so many other
University friends who, although they have not yet written books of
their own, will, I am sure, go on to do so). Literary movements,
whether in Calcutta or Vienna, Paris or Rangoon, have always sprung
out of these moments, when certain people happen to cross each
others' paths at certain times. There is no explaining why these
moments happen when they do; nor should one try. For my part I am
just glad that I was present at one.
But does this mean that there is
such a thing as a 'St Stephen's School of Writing?' I don't know.
Sometimes I feel we sustained our conversation against (rather than
because of) the then prevailing ethos of the College. In any event,
I don't feel that it's my business to answer this question.
Once on the lawns of Rudra Court I
got into an argument with a Philo Soc Type. He won, of course; he
won by quoting Wittgenstein, as Philo Soc
Types do.
"Whereof we do not know", he said,
"thereof we should not speak."
It was the most important lesson I
ever learnt on Rudra Court.
Amitav Ghosh studied History in
St. Stephen's (1973-76), and went on to take a D.Phil. in Social
Anthropology from Oxford. He is the highly acclaimed author of The
Circle of Reason, The Shadow Lines, In an Antique Land and The
Calcutta Chromosome. His latest publication, 'Countdown', a critique
of the Indian nuclear tests was published in 1998.
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